Poetry

And it all started again! – Aditi Gupta

by Writer's Leaf
July 4, 2022
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I am tired of feeling this way,
My heart is aching, 
And there is nothing I can do.

This feeling of betrayal is tearing me apart. 

From day one, 
All I have witnessed are fights.

The mere happiness in my life is also fading, 
And now I am lost for good. 

The person I imagined spending my life with makes me cry. 

This heartbreak is killing me from the inside.

I am tired of proving myself,
Tired of begging, 
And asking people to stay.

For once,
I want to feel alive.

For once,
I want to smile a genuine smile.

All I feel is my breathing being heavy,
My heart clutched,
And the death of my soul.

Life is unpredictable,
But then why is mine so easy to predict?

Despite my best efforts, 
Nothing seems to be going well.

I am dying daily,
And now tears are also left dry.

Nither I can cry, 
Nor can I smile.

Everything is fading,
And there is nothing left to hold.

My heart is aching,
And these thoughts are corrupting my mind.

I just want it to end,
Want to stop breathing,
And fade like I never existed.